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I was born lucky. When I was a child there was nothing ugly in the world. But with time I learned about beauty and all went wrong. Beauty is a tirany Life is a full time job. And you can't take any day off. Be careful what you create For surely people will use it to do wrong. [thinking about american fast action and TV editing] I am more and more convinced that the outer shell is made out of anger fibers. It is not possible otherwise. Even humor is anger based. If you think about it is sooo soo strange that God spoke words to people. That He used language. That he needed to influence directly the frail human consciousness. Is weird because of God gave all things genes smile emoticon and we can see that people, most of us, live without consciousness but more with a raw inventivity. So for God to send laws and emotional advice is wayyy to weird. Is like in the movies 1 hero and 99 weirdos. All wanting to be heroes. Thinking about actors and their lust for heroism. I love those that know the percentages. Does anyone knows some infos about alternative indie film distribution word wide? On a micro to no budget? Thank you soo soo much. Any little lead would be amaziing. The universal language of story is Life Threat. (more…)

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Apologia Becomes

Apologia‬ becomes more and more a multidimensional multi temporal multi existential story, about a mystical togetherness that is somehow broken and people have broken pieces in one another, and continuities and they remember themselves in others and become another and Read more

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Distribution Collective

Pentru cine e interesat, vreau sa creez o retea in mai multe localitati si chiar si in alte tari unde sa facem proiectii de filme. Sa ne cream intr-un grup care poate face proiectii regulate cu filme independente, personale si Read more

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July 2015 facebook notes and thoughts

I just had a dejavu with Ana P about the necessity of objectivisation. And also about the dilema about why people vilified it. Objectification is one of the original TMs of human race. I used to talk alone. Now it got to be an online talking. A video talking. Sometimes through others but is still talking alone. Talking for the pleasure of the idea and the act itself of talking. Of uttering in a belived reality something of you inner most. I still believe that we have two outsides one in reality and another in interiority. I guess it is a circle somehow. Civilisation is the product of OCD obsessions in people. For the rest of us there is only freedom and existence. Poverty, insecurity and lack of soap. Sub orice critica, that is the place I want to be. We use soap in our desperate desire to become humans. Our life project is to be recognized and legalized as humans. I've never met a true artist. I am living in fake and mediocre. Is all I know, all I feel all that concerns me. (more…)

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Genes vs Consciousness

People can’t believe in a religion with all their heart, can’t respect a system of law and order, can’t trust their own pleasures and fears, because all that they believe in is the all powerful deep and unconscious Gene – Read more

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Nature got Suicidal

Nature kills itself. We are part of nature. And we cant talk to her, there is no one there to understand why she does it. It is in our nature – and these days our nature is wrong – and Read more

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We play on Incompatibility

I guess that one of the roots of it all is the natural incompatibility between people, coupled with their need to work, pleasure, survive together. This is how and why all the beauty arises. That is why all trouble rise. Read more

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june facebook notes and thoughts

I write a lot of unmade projects. de ce pornografia strica reputatia? de ce orice activitate sexuala publica strica o reputatie? ce este o reputatie de poate fi stricata astfel? pe ce se construieste o reputatie? oare pe aceleasi false si comune pretentiozitati? daca sint un mare pianist de concert, de ce nu pot sa apar intr-un film gay scat violent alegoric la lupta culturii impotriva violentei si vilificarii tandretei masculine? reputatie - este un minunat titlu de film impreuna cu titlul Ugly - la care ma tot gindesc astazi. multumesc Cosmin pentru thought provocation I still can't decide To learn guitar and music Or to explore it by myself Append to tradition and good/best ways - append to their goals and values and forms Or explore raw new unstable wrong ways? Humanity is not the purpose of life. But without humanity we couldn't miss the meaning of life. (more…)

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